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#i don’t understand why no one is talking about this. #the way that john looks over his shoulder to make sure that mrs. hudson is far enough away that he can finally let it all out. #john has to be alone when he finally talks about how he’s feeling. #because she doesn’t get it. #as much as mrs. hudson hurts #and she does hurt. #as much as mycroft hurts #and he does hurt. #none of them feel the way that john does. #john knows sherlock for real. #sherlock was the one thing anchoring john. #the one thing that brought him back from being lost after afghanistan. #the one thing that healed his limp. #the only person who understood all the twisted messed up thoughts that he has. #and now as far as he knows sherlock is gone. #and it cuts him so deeply that he can’t even talk about it when anyone else is around. #‘’say it now’’ his therapist says. #but he can’t. #he can’t. #because nobody gets it. #sherlock didn’t mean to anyone what he meant to john. #and it’s raw and hurting and dammit that pain is the one thing he has left to remind him of how much sherlock meant. #to remind him that what he felt was real. #and he can’t share it. #not with mrs. hudson. #not with anyone.

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